Dear Vee....

Dear Vee,  It's been almost three weeks since I have picked up this laptop and typed. I had so much to tell you these last two weeks, but I honestly did not know how I would put it into the right words. Baby girl, you are finally ten months olds. You are growing too fast for me, and somedays I stay and stare at you in disbelief. Who would have thought out of everyone in the world God would bless me to give birth to a precious little girl that is determined to take over the world. I am grateful for everything that God is doing in my life with you right by my side. It's been another tough two weeks, and my strength and determination have started showing. Since I found out I was pregnant with you, my feelings are no longer my own. These past few years, I have been going through an emotional roller coaster. I remember days when I would have a great night with the girls and come home crying my self to sleep. There are other days where I would be so happy, and I would wake up in the ...

Dear Vee, My spirit has been on edge for the last two weeks, and I am not sure why. I can feel the chains holding me back from accomplishing my goals, finally getting detached from my ankles, but I am not sure to what degree. As you grow up, you will understand who I am and why I do certain things the way I do. When it comes to being a parent, I have my ups and downs on how I want to raise you, but there is no direct book on the perfect way to do so. I know that with the people in our village, our beliefs may clash on specific subjects. I pray that they will never direct you to a path that will cause you to self-destruct. I do pray that you can have a good understanding of what is right and wrong. I also pray that you take whatever someone tries to teach you with an open heart and open mind. In April of 2019, I had put myself in this situation that made me discover something about myself that I never realized that I was capable of doing. During that month, I had someone who kept trying...